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High school life

Well now that I'm a senior with exactly 64 days left till may 28th graduation day i started to think about the few past years and its sad way sadder then what i would ever imagine! I thought that when i was a senior that i would have my whole life planned out and that i would ready and that it would take for ever to get here and it is so the opposite! planning out things isn't my thing they always come out to the complete opposite! like all that I'm doing now is the total opposite of what i thought i was going to do or be. i didn't even thin that i

would be where i am right now! and I'm glad it didn't turn out that way but any whom, In the past 3 years i did a complete 360 on me and my persona you can so tell i went from being a tomboy to being allot more feminine. and i also am way nicer to people then what i used to be back then i was a horrible person if i didn't like you i made your day hell! but not any more.Cause i know I'm better than that and the people who hate are cause they feel inferior to you or you to them and also cause when you really think about it its a complete waste of time. and its pointless.Ive also learned that friends, real true friends will and can get you through anything and fake people who call themselves your friends only brig you down and try to keep you down and don't try to make you better then them they want people to be low as them so they aren't by them self's. also that the saying "true friends stick with you through thin and thick" is so true like my buddy Alex or more like my other half  has stuck with me since freshmen year and we used to hate each other in baker for who knows why.  but any way she has always been there when every one else hasn't  even  cared or thought about what was wrong and all she is a true friend not like allot of other people who i talk to that's why i think that it so important to know the difference of being a acquittance and a Friend. In high school you learn that not every one is really how they act at school people will always change and so ill you i changed alot that's why i know you will change to you know. what i also learned in high school was that when you are not sure if you want to finish school and go to collage or not that it is smart and wise to still keep your grades up and not mess up in class cause if you change your mind n all then your gonna regret it at the end cause its more common that your will change your mind at the last moment.

79 or 78 days left!!!!!! till real life starts!

Well school for me is almost over and done with! we got like 79 or 78 days left and I'm outta hear on to better things and actually getting my life started! I'm kinda scared i anit gonna lie.  I'm practically scared sh*tless! what I'm scared of is the fact that when your outta school a but load of more r-e-s-p-o-n-s-a-b-l-i-t-i-e-s pile on you as if you didn't have enough to start out with. Also that you have to start to work and support yourself and if you don't go get a higher education then you really aint worth much cause in society now a days a person has a worth and the worth of that person depends on how high their education is! As if it was so easy to find jobs out here in this horrid society! Cause i do not want to live with my mom till I'm 30 like some people and i also don't want to pass the humiliation of moving out and then having to move back into my parents home cause i couldn't afford to support myself that to me is straight up humiliating! i want to be some one in my life like i want to be some one who has a opinion that matters alot you know but I'm a little fish in the pacific ocean. so i got my work cut out for me thanks to my freshman-sophomore year! but i made those choices now I'm facing the music. oh well. so far I'm thinking bout being a baby nurse and, supporting myself then going back to school and becoming a psychologist. i have psychology for my seventh hour and i love that class its seems so interesting to me i wouldn't mind doing that for a life long career at nope i wouldn't mind it one bit but who knows i might change my mind til then who knows i might like being a baby nurse way more or photography might be more my thing but at this moment psychology sounds just right!  I'm also scared of coming out with my dommingo siete (that is spanish for being prego) and causeing all my dreams to die Cause i dont want to live with regrets and all that i want to be better then my parents and stay in school and get a higher education and all. Cause i want to travel and when you want to travel to where i want to you have to have money or atleast a good job cause i want to go and travel to like France, Italy, Spain, Rome, and the most important place i want to go in Athens!

traveling

OK well this month is very exciting to me i love to travel and normally we got to Mexico like once a year but thanks to my moms surgery we have gone to Mexico like 3 times and i didn't go one time it as nice to have the house to myself but any who my mom came back and she got a Dr.s note that she cant work till a week or so and then she went to give it to her work place and i guess we have to go back to Mexico next week to get it and i think imma get my prom dress to or buy the materials and give them to my aunt so that i have a unique dress made just for me! but yeah  i think that this year we have gone like once in august and three times this past month and counting one more time for next week i think that makes five times that's how mush we go in like 3 years normal but i don't care i love traveling lol  but what gets me nervous is going to were our phone loses signal and since we take this back roads to save time it get scary at night cuz there is hardly and traffic or gas stations

Thanksgiving break

Well im happy  that tomarro is the last day of school for a week i need a darn break but durring the break i think imma have to catch up on some missing assignments i have . imma also go to mexico for the break untill the wednesday that we are supposed to be in school so now i got to get mmy assigments im going to miss out on ugh!