Well school for me is almost over and done with! we got like 79 or 78 days left and I'm outta hear on to better things and actually getting my life started! I'm kinda scared i anit gonna lie. I'm practically scared sh*tless! what I'm scared of is the fact that when your outta school a but load of more r-e-s-p-o-n-s-a-b-l-i-t-i-e-s pile on you as if you didn't have enough to start out with. Also that you have to start to work and support yourself and if you don't go get a higher education then you really aint worth much cause in society now a days a person has a worth and the worth of that person depends on how high their education is! As if it was so easy to find jobs out here in this horrid society! Cause i do not want to live with my mom till I'm 30 like some people and i also don't want to pass the humiliation of moving out and then having to move back into my parents home cause i couldn't afford to support myself that to me is straight up humiliating! i want to be some one in my life like i want to be some one who has a opinion that matters alot you know but I'm a little fish in the pacific ocean. so i got my work cut out for me thanks to my freshman-sophomore year! but i made those choices now I'm facing the music. oh well. so far I'm thinking bout being a baby nurse and, supporting myself then going back to school and becoming a psychologist. i have psychology for my seventh hour and i love that class its seems so interesting to me i wouldn't mind doing that for a life long career at nope i wouldn't mind it one bit but who knows i might change my mind til then who knows i might like being a baby nurse way more or photography might be more my thing but at this moment psychology sounds just right! I'm also scared of coming out with my dommingo siete (that is spanish for being prego) and causeing all my dreams to die Cause i dont want to live with regrets and all that i want to be better then my parents and stay in school and get a higher education and all. Cause i want to travel and when you want to travel to where i want to you have to have money or atleast a good job cause i want to go and travel to like France, Italy, Spain, Rome, and the most important place i want to go in Athens!
