class stuff

High school life

Well now that I'm a senior with exactly 64 days left till may 28th graduation day i started to think about the few past years and its sad way sadder then what i would ever imagine! I thought that when i was a senior that i would have my whole life planned out and that i would ready and that it would take for ever to get here and it is so the opposite! planning out things isn't my thing they always come out to the complete opposite! like all that I'm doing now is the total opposite of what i thought i was going to do or be. i didn't even thin that i

would be where i am right now! and I'm glad it didn't turn out that way but any whom, In the past 3 years i did a complete 360 on me and my persona you can so tell i went from being a tomboy to being allot more feminine. and i also am way nicer to people then what i used to be back then i was a horrible person if i didn't like you i made your day hell! but not any more.Cause i know I'm better than that and the people who hate are cause they feel inferior to you or you to them and also cause when you really think about it its a complete waste of time. and its pointless.Ive also learned that friends, real true friends will and can get you through anything and fake people who call themselves your friends only brig you down and try to keep you down and don't try to make you better then them they want people to be low as them so they aren't by them self's. also that the saying "true friends stick with you through thin and thick" is so true like my buddy Alex or more like my other half  has stuck with me since freshmen year and we used to hate each other in baker for who knows why.  but any way she has always been there when every one else hasn't  even  cared or thought about what was wrong and all she is a true friend not like allot of other people who i talk to that's why i think that it so important to know the difference of being a acquittance and a Friend. In high school you learn that not every one is really how they act at school people will always change and so ill you i changed alot that's why i know you will change to you know. what i also learned in high school was that when you are not sure if you want to finish school and go to collage or not that it is smart and wise to still keep your grades up and not mess up in class cause if you change your mind n all then your gonna regret it at the end cause its more common that your will change your mind at the last moment.